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Jealousy
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My score: 23

What does my score mean:
Most people experience a certain amount of fear that their loved one
could leave them for someone else. After all, these things happen, and
when they do, it is usually very painful. You, on the other hand,
appear to have a complete lack of jealous feelings. If you were honest
with yourself while taking the test, this means that you are extremely
secure, strong, and independent. You know that if your partner ever
leaves you, you will survive with your self-esteem and dignity intact.
You realize that even though you might love your partner very much,
s/he is not the only fish in the sea, and that you would eventually
find happiness with someone else.

Take the jealousy test here, you green-eyed monster.

This is for the ones who believe their lives won’t change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
This is for the ones who have lost it all when all that’s left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away…

How can I say…
Say I’ll be okay…

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can’t seem to go on
Just a sign that you’re with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the lines been broken
I’m too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they’ll never change
Still I’m left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need…

You took it back
Well how could you go and do something like that?
My fingernail phase
Worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change
Change

You took it back
You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I’m pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn’t fair

Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again
Run we go around again in circles

This was my song about 4 years ago and the title I adopted as my pseudonym `tiL about junior high. I still love the song, but the band….hmmm I loved them during their 1st and second album ^_^; LOL hey!! I think they turned gay, don’t blame meh

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I want you to be mine
I’ll turn your water into wine
If you feel cold inside
I’ll try to cover you tonight

I keep on talking to myself
I just don’t know
What’s in your head
I want your love,
That’s what she said
You little bitch
I want you dead

CHORUS:
It’s all right
Get out of my way
She’s so fine,
Oh I feel the same

You’re crawling up inside
Is this the place
You try to find
I can’t control my mind
I want to leave
I want to hide

Shezzo Wicked

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this though my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday, someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

I can resist everything except temptation.
My body breaks, but I am still intact inside.
My human instinct, I can love unconditionally.

Cross my heart and lie to you
(My conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair) Failure within me.
Promise you and let you down
(Emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself) Brings me to my knees.
Follow me, lead you astray
(Nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) Loathe myself to sleep.
Your words kill me.

You can breathe without oxygen and live without sorrow.
How I envy you, though pity your ghost.
Ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you.

Cross my heart and lie to you
(My conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair) Failure within me.
Promise you and let you down
(Emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself) Brings me to my knees.
Follow me, lead you astray
(Nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) Loathe myself to sleep.
Your words kill me.

So ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed.
But a human hurt can last a lifetime.

Rust or decay.
The fire or the flame.
You and I will lead the path to change. (Pave the way)

yes, i congratulate you, enemy. you have practically succeeded in disrupting my normal life. every waking and conscious moment of each dragging day is filled with thoughts of you and how the image of your absolutely horrible face ruins my sun-shine-y day, my self control, my security. the mere whisper of your name summons thoughts of you that mounts my paranoia ten times over. i pray i could turn back time and not be acquainted with you as you have shattered my trust and my self esteem. yes, go on, carry yourself with the pride that you bask yourself in. i shall slowly pick up myself from the muck you dragged me in because one day, miserable as i am now, i will carry on. you and your cohort have managed to trample on my pride without your knowing. rejoice for i have entertained and have started to live in my insecurities that you have aroused. you have redifined my being. i can no longer trust, and perhaps love like i had. you are my nemesis–someone who i can not defeat–and i acknowledge that. i now know that there is no stopping you from ruining my life even if i refuse. i can not shrug you off because you are a burden in my heart–the heaviest by far–and possibly the curse that the gods sent me for trampling over other people’s ego. i must have done something terrible in my past life to deserve a curse such as you in my current life. thus i have to live each miserable day looking at the faces of the people associated with you, activities associated with you, songs, movies or objects associated with you. the mere thought of walking within  the portals you likewise walk makes me turn on my heels and run screaming profanities. the feeling of sitting on a chair you once possible have been seated on hauls the contents of my stomach. yes, i abhor you that much and you are the only person who has awakened such feelings within me. never had i thought i would encounter an emotion that would consume me so furiously that it clenches my heart more than any previous incidents had. having said it all, i congratulate you sincerely. my loving sarcasm can not slice through nor remove any of the turbulent feelings you have awakened within my once healing soul.

i am pissed off beyond control. i lost all my control and i have said words that were too bitter. but that’s how i feel. i’m shallow, alone, depressed, pissed, and uncapable of listening to sound arguements. i have no value at all and i feel like i was scammed. i was mislead. god save my  bitter soul. i know what i said and i mean them. if only i could break every bone of my enemy’s body. but it won’t do me any good. because i was wrong all along. i have no one on my side. the emotion consumes me and i am smothered. i hate it. i hate you and you and you and you. my words do not express any part of my bitterness. it is best i am left alone.

thank you. for everything.

Drinking cold water after
meal = CANCER!

This is not a joke.

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It
is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just
consumed. It will slow down the digestion.

Once this "sludge" reacted with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed
by the intestine faster than the solid
food. It will line the intestine. Very
soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer.

It is best to drink hot
soup or warm water after a meal.

Women
should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm
hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line. You may never have the first
chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are
also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are
asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let’s
be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could
survive…

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10 people, you
can be sure that we’ll save at least one life. Read this–it could save your
life!!

Let’s say it’s 6:15 pm and you’re driving home. Suddenly,
you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out
into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the
hospital nearest your home. Unfortunately you don’t know if you’ll be able to
make it that far.

You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell
you how to perform it on yourself.

HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE:

Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help, the
person whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only
about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness. However, these victims can
help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very rigorously. A deep breath
should be taken before each cough, deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum
from deep inside the chest. A breath and a cough must be repeated about every
two seconds without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be
beating normally again.

Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart
and keep the blood circulating. The squeezing pressure on the heart also helps
it regain normal rhythm. In this way, heart attack victims can get to a
hospital. Tell as many other people as possible about this. It could save their
lives!